January 6, 2009
· Filed under Deep Thoughts and Aphorisms, Friends, Sadness
I’m
- proud
- mean
- ambitious
- a hypocrite
- narcissistic
- weird
- impatient
- hot-tempered
- rude
- critical
- selfish
- lazy
- eccentric
Is it too late for me to change my negative traits?
Thank you for standing by me. If you think you deserve my gratitude, you probably do, so thank you again. I guess even the worst people have friends.
The reason why God created good people was so bad people like me wouldn’t be too lonely.
January 2, 2009
· Filed under Deep Thoughts and Aphorisms, Musings · Tagged Music
What is the ultimate dream of a musician? To be able to perform on all big stages, the bigger the better. The Sydney Opera House, Singapore’s Esplanade or Some-other-country’s concert hall. It’s hard to put an explanation down on why this is so but maybe finally someone can explain this phenomenon.
It’s the musician vanity, as explained by the scriptwriter of Beethoven Virus who has finally nailed it and unravelled this puzzle thereby enlightening this one extremely vain musician.
Maybe the reason why people are unwilling to pay for concert tickets are because there is an increasing number of substandard musicians who deem themselves pro-standard which leads them to believe they have the ability to perform for money. They can play in parks, on sidewalks or anywhere they want but why must a musician insist on playing on a stage?
It’s vanity, I tell you. And vanity like all other undesirable traits is twisted and although one knows it should be given up on and thrown far away, none is willing to.
I’m not, is anyone?